Domain 2: Personal Development
Elaboration:
Today we had a substitute. I can see how I have grown in the fact that I don't really need the substitute like I would have at the beginning of the year. However, today was a long day. The children were very good in the morning, but when afternoon came they took a turn for the worse. They didn't seem to be listening well. For some reason this was very difficult today. I was running a little lower on patience than usual and their disrespect and behavior just make me frustrated or made me want to cry. As I reached the end of the day, I felt frustrated because I felt like I could do better.
Analysis:
While there is always room for improvement, I am never going to be perfect at anything. I can't be perfect at teaching. I can't be perfect at making portfolios. I can't be a perfect student. I can't be a perfect family member or friend. While I hate looking back and realizing that I made mistakes, I think sometimes it's okay to accept them as a part of our humanness. I can say I did the best I could today. I tried to teach and love my students. Same with all of those other things, while I must always make goals and work hard, I can't do them perfectly. I'm letting go of those things and moving on.
Tuesday, April 12, 2011
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